My Mission

I haven’t written for quite a while.  I feel like I need to record an insight. It may be important in some way. This week has been challenging. I’ve felt the rug being pulled out from under me and I’ve been so scared. But, the past several days have been marked by people I love, […]

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His Daughters

I am struck over and over again by the loyalty of God to His children. His loyalty and love may seem like a given. God’s love and hand in our lives just is, right?  But sometimes we doubt. We feel like we haven’t done enough to merit His intervention, we feel that perhaps our faith […]

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Dark Places

I probably shouldn’t even be writing tonight. I’m exhausted but I can’t sleep. I’m really discouraged. But if you will bear with me, I need to sort through some thoughts. 2018 has not been a good year for me. I felt lead to take certain steps and the results have been loneliness, struggle and my […]

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My Story

Today I threw myself into a workout. I pushed myself as hard as I could and then I decided to reward myself with a shake. My stomach is no longer used to ice cream so I am awake at this late hour feeling my stomach convulse and willing every last bit of this shake out […]

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Why I Believe

It’s been an interesting few weeks. I’ve heard and read a lot of stuff. I’ve had some things not turn out the way that I planned. It’s been a time of introspection, a time of loneliness, and a time of growth. I’ve learned that honesty protects one from unhealthy relationships. On occasion, I’ve had an […]

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Connection Vs Fear

In 3 days it will be 6 years ago that I told my ex that it was over. I was so afraid. We had been through a very rough year. Nine months previously I had embarked on a last ditch effort to see if we could save our marriage. I tried talking, I tried setting […]

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Deja Vu

Sometimes you experience a moment that seems so familiar. Like when you feel inspired to leave the presence of someone who is very unhealthy and who is treating you very poorly. And you have some opportunities that you can jump too. And those opportunities become tenuous as soon as you make your move. And at […]

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